Good morning! :)
Was supposed to leave for the library/rp about an hour ago but here I am transferring music and blogging. Decided to do a quick post before leaving.
So..she texted me after about 4 months. Felt great receiving a text from her but that was it. Didn't reply because I believe I really am done, there's nothing more that I want. I'm pleased enough to have this decent relationship with her. No grudges held, this mutual understanding of one another but..that's it. That's enough for me. Alhamdulillah.
Of course, I can't deny that I miss her. So much, because she was a truly great friend. Even after 4 months I still think about her and I guess I still care. I shut my eyes for 2 secs and all these memories come rushing back, one by one, with every one of them being so clear. Crystal clear. 2 secs. And it's amazing. It's a first.
And yesterday, there was a bit of that feeling again. That comforting feeling, that feeling of having nothing to worry about, that feeling of calmness, that feeling of you're not alone, because she was there. Her presence, her being there, has always reassured me.
I guess the highlights of yesterday was really the Sports Heats itself. I had a great time.
Thankful to have a very cooperative, understanding and supportive team. Not only my team but the fellow Taurians themselves. I felt this sincerity from them of wanting to see us do well. Because they know we're all trying our best. And every time there was a "Good job!", "Okay let's do this", "You did great", "You ran fast!", I felt the sincerity. What I loved the most would probably have to be us cheering for other houses. And no, it's not like last year where we cheered for other houses because we know it's supposed to be the nice thing to do or because we know it's good to show sportmanship. It was again, sincere cheeering. I remember how Suchi was standing and screaming Afiqah's name, cheering her on for the 1500m race. It was really lovely. And at the end, when most of us joined in the other houses with their cheers. Definitely not like last year when all the other houses just watched and waited for them to be done with their cheers.
But I must say, I loved, I really loved, how Rasalas did the Bakutteh cheer with us. Ahh so nice of them! :')
Most importantly, I had all these great people around me. My awesome team mates, Maybelle, Ratna and of course, my best friend. Glad Maybelle stayed. She did great. She herself was surprised. Sometimes all we gotta do is give it a chance. Proud of her.
I'm happy that Najah was there. She stuck around, not like how it used to be.
She was really different. She didn't get too carried away by everything that was happening. She's different. And I can't say how thankful I am. Love her a lot.
Wanted to take a picture but she had to rush off so...no picture to end this post with.
HAHA my quick post turned out to be the longest post I've written in over a year.
Now I really have to leave for the library/rp. Looking at the time...I'm thinking rp.
Eh. It's a public holiday. Library's closed. Right.