Why am I like this? Is it because I was brought up an unhappy child? Whatever it is..I don't wish for the same to happen to them. They deserve a much brighter life. I owe this to you, Faris and Firzanah. I'll be there for you guys in ways you probably will never know. But this is my way and I just want happiness in your lives. I love you guys. A lot. I'll bring in light no matter how ugly things get in the midst of this darkness. I promise.