A lot of things on my mind tonight, so many things I know I need to clear.

Sigh.

Sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do.

No matter how hard it may be..

I was listening to music, enjoying the cooling and peaceful night.

I feel like there's been a lot of junk in my head. ..And also in my body.

And I thought. Maybe..I could let all this junk in my head out, if I concentrate on letting the junk in my body out. So..that's what I'm doing. At 3.30 in the morning.

Lifted weights. Gonna do some sit ups. Crunches.

And I don't know. I'm gonna keep doing, working out, til I feel weak and tired, til my whole body's so dead it can barely function. And I'm not gonna sleep until I'm satisfied.