I don't know what to make out of anything anymore.

Who do you give your trust to?

Is it possible to trust someone but feel wary at the same time?

No.

But at that given moment, it just feels right.

To say anything. To tell you anything.

To open up.

But when the moment passes by, it starts.

You feel wary.

"Maybe you told more than you should."

"Maybe you said more than you should."

"Maybe what you just told doesn't even matter to that person."

"Maybe she's going to tell others."

Because it's happened before.

I understand, you know. There are others who have a special place in that beautiful heart of yours. And you're going to want to tell them things, and let them know.

And I'm just one of them. Just another one of them.

It's okay.

But dear, there are things that I'd like to keep just between us.. :(