It's been more than a year since I last posted on this blog. Well that's because I sort of moved to another blog. However I've decided to start posting on this blog again, only this is a much more personal blog. Recently I've been very stressed and confused about almost everything. I'm afraid that if I can't handle it, I'd most probably break down. But the thing is, I'm afraid to break down. I feel like I can't afford to break down. Feels like everything will be in a mess if that happens. So this is mainly why I've decided to post on this blog again, writing about what I feel. I truly hope this helps.. Cause I can't stay like this forever.