Been almost a month since I last updated.
So I better update!

Reasons for not being able to update
1) MYEs
2) Wireless cable got confiscated ==
3) Nothing to post about.
4) Simply lazy

Man, I really hope that my parents don't have to attend PTM.
I don't want the school to have any PTM sessions with my parents through out my entire studying period in EVG. At all. Because it's not needed.
Don't want any of my parents to have any business with the teachers.
Trauma.
Lol, just kidding.

Damn, now I wonder what my trauma really is. Or phobia. Is that how you spell it? :P
I think I get over things pretty quick. If not, at least eventually.
Though there are many lesson that I've learned.
Mistakes I never wish to repeat. Mistakes that totally, totally, totally, turned my life upside down.

Extra la seh. Haha.
Ne tour tomorrow.
Better prepare myself to be willing to help.
I don't wanna be such a pain in the asze.
I wanna help, contribute and take up responsibilities.
But last minute updates, last minutes information.......I can't stand them anymore.
Am I being too unreasonable?
Am I the only one who feels this way?
I just want them to know that we are not ALWAYS available for them.
We have a life, which means we have other plans too.
So I would greatly appreciate it if they could start informing us about trainings/meetings/tours/events early.

Oh and........
I WANNA TAKE HMT PAPER AGAIN!
I realized I do better in HMT paper.
My HMT results are better than my normal malay.
I'm failing my malay and my o-level is like when, next month?
And if I don't do well for my malay o-levels, I'll have to drop my HMT.
And I don't want to! I DID NOT suffer in all those HMT lessons for nothing!!
Really, I'd like scream.
Haha.






It's like you were completely made up of tears
And trying to hold some semblance of human form together
Before someone noticed
That you were actually just a puddle.