Pshh, bullshit.

Anyway, though things have been crazy and hard(EOYs, HariRayaPreparations, that, this and others), i've been loving these few days. :D
They feel light and easy.

The exams have been alright. Haven't faced any papers that get me stuck at questions for a long time. Yay! But.....geog, lit and history... hmmm... Well I'll prepare myself! I MUST!
I've decided to focus on chem. Don't wanna disappoint anyone. I'm gonna write notes and bring them along with me for Hari Raya. :)
And yeah, Hari Raya's in like...2 days? 1 and a half more day? And I'm really not excited.
It isn't a big deal to me. I don't know whyyyyyyy. I wish Hari Raya was as fun and interesting as it used to be to me. I just don't feel the excitement anymore. Is it only me or do teenagers go through this? I don't think they do. Those people look so excited. I don't wanna celebrate Hari Raya just for the freakin money. I haven't been ahemmmmmahemmm anywayyy. I don't deserve this.

I don't wanna be emotional or anything, but I just wanna disappear.
Tidak sanggup untuk hidup dengan dosa yang amat berat ini.