for a moment i thought i should just type :


'UPPDATTTEEED'

for this post. but then i thought again, i dont wanna be as lame as kris.
haha just kidding girl. reminds me though, of how kris "hasn't changed" like what mr wm said in class. imma just leave them with theirrrrrrrrr uhhh. thing?
nah i wanted to say their 'childish act'. but...oh whatever?
i just have nothing better to talk about. =P

lets seeeee.

OH YEAH.
this morning has GOT to be one of the f*cking mornings, ever.
i seriously just wanted to cry and screaammmmm and just skip school.
i was almost late.
i reached the bus stop at my house at 8.
i knew for sure i was gonna be late. i didnt wanna care anymore. i just wanted to listen to music and heck care about being late.
just when i sat down at the bus stop to tug in my stupid shoe laces, my bff called!
it was so random cos she never calls me in the morning.
like, never.
i was told to rush to the carpark next to A.I sec because she was there in her mom's car waiting for me. apparently, she saw me at the bus stop when her mom's car was passing by the bus stop i was at. i guess she told her mom to stop there and send me to school too because she didn't want me to be late!
just the morning when i seriously needed her. haha she's the bestest best friend ever i tell you people. you guys have all the reasons to be jealous of me. XD

hmmm...
im actually supposed to be doing history project right now.
you know, add more information and decorate more.
this project is FIFTY FREAKIN PERCENT of our grade.
and that effing test is the other half percent of our grade.
i mean as much as i wanna be optimistic, im SURE i'll fail that stupid test.
the warning of the tooting surprise test was only one day before the actual surprise test.
urgh.
don't mind me.
im just STILL pissed about that thing.
its like.
history teacher's not really helping us to score for our history.
ARGHHHHH.
i've GOTTA score for geog, math and.....okay whatever to lit.
somehow i lost interest in lit. no idea why.
but still. i've gotta score for lit too.
and i really really wanna improve my hmt lah.
BASICALLY.
I WANT TO IMPROVE ON MY STUDIES.
like, i dont give a DAMN to whatever comes in my way.
whatever problems. I WANNA STUDY, AND NO ONE IS TO STOP ME FROM DOING THAT.
HMPH!

ah okay seriously, do not mind me.
i just miss the prideeee.
you know, the feeling of being proud for getting good results.
and its streaming year.
SO STOP GIVING ME PROBLEMS.
blablablablablablablabla.

oh wait. i didn't finish what i wanted to say.
yeah, im supposed to be doing history project. add infor and decorate.
but kris didnt send me the project. oh well.


oh yeah. don't know if have the malay phrases test tomorrow.
oh well. i just cant seem to remember them. i can only remember the phrases and the meanings for only a short period. sucks la. for this kind of thing, my memory sucks.
hopefully Mr Whelan comes in again or something.


ehhhh. for those who know me. like, really know me, what im truly like.
i wanna know, have i changed?
cos it seems like i care more about what people think or say about me now.
one of the things i used to hate.
but....iono.
sad, back to confusion.
its crazy. i just dont wanna do the wrong thing, make wrong decisions.
i dont wanna do anything that i'll regret my whole lifetime. :(

ah, finally got the file from kris.
nothing much to edit.
this eddie guy is interesting!
oh cooooooooool.
ahem.
im talking about this person who contributed a lot to singapore.
the person im working on for the history project.
cooo la he.
somehow i get irritated ==