ignore the previous post.
was annoyed at my mom.

WELL ANYWAY, i really gotta focus on my studies.
havent been able to focus. so many distractions in class, outside class, at home, outside home, in my dreams, outside my dreams. just anywhere :(


history test totally sucked.
failed.
GOOD THING my group did well for the presentation.
REALLY REALLY have to thank my awesome team members; THERRY, KRIS and FAZ.
cos if we had done badly for the presentation, i would have failed for OVERALL!!!!!!!
so i feel lucky laaaa.

i already know how bad my history is for CA.
so i have to focus on other subjects to pull my overall grades up.
sometimes i wish life would be more fair for me.
i mean, i know that life is unfair.
but its more unfair for us la.
i mean why cant teachers of evergreen secondary school be more fair?
no offence but they're soo biased.
not all la obviously.
im just saying.
just because we're in freakin commitment, doesnt mean we're stupid people.
i mean i know my class can be what sometimes.
but really, i dont think the teachers know us.

ahem. okok see. i get annoyed easily...
well these days....

but anyway, i wanna let my life be crazy for awhile first.
i dont bother now.
but when i start to bother, i really wanna try to calm myself down and make some changes.
i just need help and support from at least one human being. oh what the eff? animals would be good too.




OKAYYYY. IM TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
OFF TO BED.
no wait.
really have to clean my room first. aw mannnn.
GOODNIGHT EVERYONE!