had a weird dream last night.
its my..second dream since...uh.2 weeks ago?
the first one..
i dreamt of my granny, whom i hadnt seen for like...more than 6 months.
i felt weird dreaming of her. kinda missed her.
then a day or two after that night, my mom announced that we were gonna visit my granny.
i just stared at her, and thought maybe THATS why i had a dream of my granny?
okay, this second dream....
it was a weird dream. my dreams are always weird..
but this dream is sweet, at the uh same time.
and i havent had sweet dreams in awhile....
in this dream...i found out that i had another mom.
who totally rocks. freakin rich. selfish. but nice. does that make sense?
who the toot cares? if that 'another' mom exists i'd totally run to her.
hey, dont underestimate me. im one of those kids who dont zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... :(
and anyway, thats kinda why the dream was uh weird.
what made the dream sweet...................
was him.
why did you have to be in my dream?
how did you get in it..
i've long forgotten you...
sigh.....
just memories,
i guess.
oh well.... =)


today is a very bad day.
beryberyberyberybaddd! =(
don't bother explaining. or sharing. sorry guys.
i feel kinda weird today.
mixed emotions?

i dont feel like doing homework.....
can anyone please tell me what the hell nature vs nurture is supposed to mean??
i get nurture.
but nature?
how has it got to do with success?
im not a smart person....
i dont succeed. so dont blame me ok.
nah blame me. its alright.

friday.
one more weekend and then there's school.
its the last weekend of the holiday.
but ive got tons and tons of stuff to do.
i guess i can enjoy school.
well im in the mood for studies.
maybe cos i miss actually working hard on studies.
been working hard on doing stuff that waste my time.
not like i wanted to.

what am i gonna do tonight......






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VIRUS!! :o
im just crapping. =D
im kinda insane.
dont mind me!